"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realise everything has. People who you thought were going to be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow, the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it changes once again, because in the near future, all of these is only going to be memories."

To make the most of now before it all turns into memories. Pretty much true. There has been so many changes since the past year and many things aren't the same anymore. People whom i thought i knew best, turns out to be someone i knew the least about. Getting acquainted with people who are the direct opposites of me. Gaining fears yet at the same time, trying hard to grow stronger. Drowning but struggling to keep afloat. Wanting to get a grasp of certain things but my thoughts and thinking always go into an overdrive. Constantly telling myself that 'before it gets too deep, get out'. 

To be honest, the thought of running out of time scares me; how time waits for no man and that we are constantly on the move. Always get a little panic attack and died a little on the inside, knowing what's the date today and on every other day because we keep edging towards the end of the year. Somehow it always cross my mind that hey, i'm getting older but what have i been doing so far. And it saddens me to know that my answer will be 'i'm not too sure myself'. Hopefully someday, just someday, i will have the courage to put everything down and start pursuing the things that i have always wanted to do.

Stay safe and happy, guys x