"Few years down the road, you won't remember why you cried tonight. Few years down the road, the person bothering you now won't be a problem anymore. Few years down the road, you won't remember the pain you've put through to study this test. So if few years down the road, these things won't affect you anymore, why let them affect you now?" - Few years down the road by R.L.

School hasn't really been the best and considering that its only week 1 and as a freshman at that, its terribly frightening and worrisome to me. I guess its just a new thought since you know, everything is new to me now - new environment, new structure, new friends, new everything. It's frightening because i find myself struggling and getting pretty down after each class because i got so overwhelmed with all the deep terms, and having stuff being thrown at me all at once. And those were the days that got me thinking whether i have made the right decision in furthering my studies. I have always been known to be the optimistic one out of my closely-knit group of friends and it really scares me when i'm suddenly having thoughts like such. It's just so not me.


Have been doing lots of thinking to myself these days (doesn't help when i think and reflect a lot as well on a normal basis) and well, the only thing i can do now is to remain positive and just keep going. It's not going to be an easy journey definitely but i will work hard for what has been given to me. After all, i have come a long way to be able to get a place in a university and i'm really grateful to be given that opportunity. By the next blog post, i will come back stronger, i promise :)

Stay safe and happy, guys x