“This is for girls who have the tendency to stay up at night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under the smiles, laughs and giggles on a daily basis. The girls who wear their heart on their sleeve. The girls who pray that things will work out just once and they'll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry to their pillows because everyone else fails to listen. The girls who have so many secrets but wont tell a soul. The girls who have mistakes and regrets as a daily moral. The girls that never win. The girls that stay up all night thinking about that one boy and hoping that he'll notice her one day. The girls who take life as it comes, to the girls who are hoping that it'll get better somewhere down the road. For the girls who love with all their heart although it always gets broken. To girls who think it's over. To real girls, to all girls: You're beautiful.”
Sometimes, i find it really amazing how i can actually relate to these quotes (like the one above) so well. Guess it kind of reassures me that i am not the only person in this world feeling that way!
Tonight is one of those nights where there are so many thoughts running through me and my mind. Over the past few days and probably weeks, some misunderstandings have been cleared (well, thankfully). However, i cant help but feel a little hurt at how people actually stereotyped and judged me for who i am. One close friend told me this, "Dont bother about what they say because you know who or what you are." Right, i dont want to live up to anyone's expectations but my very own. After all, if these people are so quick to judge, then they dont really know me that well, do they?
Stay safe and happy, guys x